Rubic Magic

最近把头发夹起来了
长了，没心情打理。




Sunday always known as family day.

I M STILL MOODY !!

As usual i wake up early today to prepare for my tuition class.
I am suffering because when about 6am only i think of the class.
Without hestitate, immediately wake up and set the alarm.
My god, i am really tired.

After that i drive car out to have my lunch.
Pity me, family go out and leave me behind.

Mum gives me about 100++ to buy some goods.
Go Guardian , my favourite.

Use my own money to buy this.


Fasio mascara super hyperstay.
I would like to say that : ' I dont know how to make up '
killing me off if ask me to wear a eyelashes or put in eye shadow.
Apparently, my make up is done by my sister.

From now on i would learn if i have time.
I say true, if i have time.

So lonely at home...
Nobody can be dated..all busying.

Just lay on the bed..listen to songs and sleep.

At nite just go to bandar sri damansara, my aunt house there.
park the car there and follow to go out.

Ikano Power Centre.

Just go to buy a 2GB memory card.
I want to input many many new songs.


Next station go to Padini Concept Store.
Buy 3 shirts and pants..Spent me over 200++


em..nowadays shirt in sg.wang & timesquare very disgusting to me.
wont go in to buy anymore.

y dun spent a little money more to buy some branded clothes?
the materials are better.
Nicole,Padini,Esprit~ drop in always.
(although not LV or CK, my coll fren do wears them)

Have my dinner in KIMgarry.
long time no visit the place edi.
Same food i ordered..滋味海鲜鲍鱼芝士榘饭



Cube is very popular in our family gang now.
My cousin, super pro in that.



顺便拍下我很胖的大腿


actually wan to mention the ring.
我到现在还是很喜欢这个戒指~

When i back home i saw somebody who same with me..
MU fans~



totally tired now..
2ml have class.

this photo can consider梦幻
without edit..take it naturally




其实我的不开心真的不是要做给谁看
我是真的低落到连家人也问我什么事情

我不开心我写出来不代表需要每个人可怜我
不需要有人来安慰我，或很关心我

i am not preten-ding.

fuck off , bitch.*

人生有多少个十年

can let me fade away with time ?
i cant stay any longer more.




今天no english~
今天就写华语~

因为hor刚才回去我的老家---无名扫了扫下
发现我真得太久没接触华文了~
现在就来勤补一下下~

29/5/09 ， 星期五

自重我3月的学期结束之后
我就没有再早上6点起床了~
以前就早上8点的课，那段时间不管哪条马路，都是traffic jam.
被逼要那么早起身~

现在的学期都是中午和下午的课
我很矛盾
虽然不用早起床，可是红红的太阳让我不想外出~

今天6.45am起床，要回以前回忆不深的地方
smk jinjang~
我很怕CJ放我飞机，凌晨我还在online的时候就已经msn过去给他~
然后起身了又sms他，再miscall他~

很大牌的我叫KKK在学校pondok等我
他果然真的等我，好男人~
去载CJ然后就飞去学校.
冷气在早上的时候特别冷~
很久没有回学校，找parking都让我头大~

去到学校就meet KKK.
然后一起去拿号码
很多朋友都是回学校读form6。。
其实我真得有点不明白.

或许我太想自由了
要我再穿校服呆多2年好过叫我跳楼~

4个字形容 ---- 面 目 全 非

我打量了下，回学校的包括之前的form6学生
只有我一个人染了头发...而且还是量的颜色
有点尴尬，因为老师或许会觉得我变坏了无所事事~

无所谓拉，不需要任何人的认同~

直接说重点~
成绩好是有好处的~

平平白白就这样不用付出~
拿到rm220的~



做partime也要5天~


回家就睡觉~因为下午有课~

30/5/09 , Saturday

nothing special..
moody...moody...

just sms to my buddy & sister to hang out..
so that i can let down the unhappy things.
but all of them seem like busy..
so nvm..


make a call to him..
but....cant connect..
isnt mean that he change edi the phone number ?
i dunnoe..i noe everything passed without him..

my world is empty...colourless.
at least now i still can breath in..
i not sure whether i can still sustain the pain..

i think i am really a foolish person.
i keep waiting for the return.
but how do i noe my waiting will bring me any hope ?
i noe i am stupid..

isnt that to put it down or just let it go..
4 month edi..he still in my heart..
everynite when i closed my eyes..i saw him..
i remembered back all the happy memory together..

i am not a strong girl..
i am not rock..

only the face i pretended..
i am happy in front of anyone...

however... i just sad in lonely...

thx all the friends who sms me and said some two cents worth to me.
yann , for sure my many years bestie..
Mr.J , for sure my dear
JW , a friend recently do care me so much.
CK , my collegue
i still waiting for him to reply me a msg..

knew that yesterday he came to a movie..
but before that he said to me he dislike movie..

i noe.. is an excuse.

tears drop off easily this few days..

just also...

finished watching


每看一部戏就会很恨里面的坏角色
不知道世界上有没有人那么贱

很喜欢柴九
看到结局他死了的时候
村里人他替他立了个碑叙述他的故事的时候
眼眶都红了

很容易流泪，我太感性了
曾经他就是不爱我常哭得时候
当我哭的时候他会发脾气，他烦躁
当他气到头爆却还蛮横的牵着我的手
问我：你到底要怎样？

我其实觉得很温暖
我现在开始责怪自己的脾气
自己那么爱吃醋爱挑拨
总以为闹下他会哄回我
这次已经是不能回头

在想着他的好
忽略了他的坏

我每次都数他的不好
可是我却很在乎他

如果时光倒流
就让我回去说分手的那天

我会用尽全力挽回



人生有多少个十年？
最重要就是要活得痛快。


我错过了我的第一个十年
我想，一辈子我也回不到过去


我不开心 我难过 我崩溃 我寂寞 我难堪 我不舍 我失去 我后悔

sry

Deleting many friends in frenster that dun have picture !

sry coz i am bored.i am like that.
my mood even kill me off now.

i am sad.

A d d i c t e d

Repeated again...
My mood really down down down....

心情很差，差到我想与世隔绝。
我真的是个很孤单的人。
我不想再想起他，人家在开心；我在伤心。
我真的不明白我做错什么...


27/5/09 , Wednesday

Today no class..
I as free as a bird at home..

Then i help my mum in shop.
almost whole day la..

i saw a very fun customer.
多亏她是大学生。

the customer put something to photostate.
what she leave a note..
made me.........laugh a whole day.

复印 美美 ， 收条 快快

actually suppose to write: 复印要清楚，好了快开resit.


at night some1 call me..
untill now only i realize i really a person whole less on talk.
friend call me to chat,but..
every sentense i said : 'i really dislike answer call'

my attitude is like that..really sry for that.


28/5/09 , Thursday

今天是端午节，吃粽子了没？

went to college to have my class.
today drive Kelisa rather than Saga.
i found that kelisa is very power when u上山
麻雀虽小，五脏齐全~~

but if speed sure Saga fast.
i like to speed..我想这是每个人的坏习惯吧？
from pusat bandar damansara to brem mall there.
i just use 5 minutes.

then oni i reply my fren msg said i m backing.
just a moment before i havent reach car park d.kaka

but when i fetch fren sure i will slow down
因为别人的命在我手上
我比较喜欢自己一个人奔走的感觉，很爽真的

so when u saw a car drift at the road,不要再批评那些人
因为驾快车很爽

我的speed去学校的时候是maintain 80 ~ 120的
自己设定目标去bangsar不能超过15 minutes.

sry i write to chinese again.kaka

i really hate the sun so hot in the evening.
just put on my jacket and sunglass and attend the class.
not to show off ok ?

通常带着墨镜在college里面人家会觉得你很高傲
bt i biasa edi. i wan protect my skin and eyes.
理你们都傻~

back home sis dated me go metro prima to have our lunch
but the lunch is 3 pm..still consider as lunch

both of us dun wan drive car..
重新强调，驾车时很累很闷得！！！
then..sis juzt took my purse and directly sit on the seat and commanded me : ur lesen here, u drive....


no choice but to follow.
the food that i will order always..

上海饺子



from now on something related to my title.
this few days i really addicted in listen to songs.

especially Westlife'songs.
when view yann blog she said my blog song when heard will make her commit suicide if she was moody.

correct !
the 1st time when i heard 'you raise me up'
第一个感觉就是觉得它很像圣经的歌

if you really want hear this kind of songs
i introduce again the Queen of mt hearts, home , us against the world
not bad,可以让心情很静

i feel very confuse..
when i read sommeone blog.
i found that their college like cancell the class nonsense
make the students waiting for none
i think the lecture so unresponsible

if i met with this condition
i sure will write a letter to suggestion box
最讨厌特地去到学校和我说class cancelled.

just received the letter from Kasturi.
attend to a ball in Federal Hotel for a prize giving ceremony~
cash money and a trophy~



2ml need back to that SMK Jinjang..
lol........................

enjoy with my little choco now~



share with you :

YOU RAISE ME UP

When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up... To more than I can be.

You raise me up... To more than I can be.

Un happy

how to start this article...
actually my mood....down down down.

25/5 , Monday

As usual i went to college again.
I really bored in driving car..although just the 20 minutes time duration.
It will be better if there is a driver to fetch you.
Hot day...i do wear the sunglass I bought before in IU.

Firstly i just dropped in Main block to meet with CJ.
‘不要说我错的不对 不要在我面前流泪’
My phone rang rang rang in a silence environment..
lol..is CJ..then i just gave him $ to pay for ah giap.

Attend to class later..Ms rani taught everything in well and proper condition.
I quite like Math nows..Its a part of my carrier when grown.

back home then i yam cha with my ex ex bf..
i forget him long time edi...
because my ex bf i 2gether with him around 2.5 years.
how come i can remember other guy hah ??
had a short chit chat in metro prima cafe...
know something about him..my beloved.

我真的很讨厌狐狸精！！！！！

the moment i really felt sad & dismay..
nearly dropped out my tears that time...
actually i really need a partner..but i still havent meet yet.

My bestie & buddy..do you all want go travel ??
i want la................................................

back home continue with some tutorial question.
then i listen to songs until 6am in the moring.~


26/6 , Tuesday

Today rain heavily in every place.
My house area,damn heavily like cats & dogs.

but after in Help just small rain.
hand in the scolarship letter to the registry.

attend the class..
a girl make me hate her.
she switch off the air-cond herself due to the coldness.
did she even realize we are also students??

somemore, i am wearing 2 piece 2day.

singlet + jacket.


damn hot..luckily not longer that Ms.Rani offered to switch it on.

finished my class then went to Subway.
buy the Italian B.M.T with orageno bread.
cost RM 18.50.



drived back..
yam cha again..but me a bit tired..just ignore the ask.
have my dinner with my family~

the restaurant city..
almost give up..nothing interesting edi
level 27 is the last level.
i reached it.


i do love my hair colour ~
i dye light blonze d..
then after 1 month the colour changed.
somemore the 1st time i dye is red.

become something like this.
blonze +r ed

你听得到

有谁能比我知道 你的温柔像羽毛
　　秘密躺在我怀抱 只有你能听得到

　　还有没有人知道 你的微笑像拥抱
　　多想藏着你的好 只有我看得到

　　站在屋顶只对风说 不想被左右
　　本来讨厌下雨的天空 直到听见有人说爱我

　　坐在电影院的二楼 看人群走过
　　怎么那一天的我们 都默默的微笑很久

　　我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才
　　坚持学单纯的小孩 静静看守这份爱

　　知道不能太依赖 怕你会把我宠坏
　　你的香味一直徘徊 我舍不得离开

　　有谁能比我知道 你的温柔像羽毛
　　秘密躺在我怀抱 只有你能听得到

　　还有没有人知道 你的微笑像拥抱
　　多想藏着你的好 只有我看得到

　　坐在电影院的二楼 看人群走过
　　怎么那一天的我们 都默默的微笑很久

　　我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才
　　坚持学单纯的小孩 静静看守这份爱

　　知道不能太依赖 怕你会把我宠坏
　　你的香味一直徘徊 我舍不得离开

　　oh~~我想我是太过依赖 在挂电话的刚才
　　坚持学单纯的小孩 我舍不得离开

曲

i finally finished my sleep in the evening~~~

i quite free to go to front of my house to relax.
i just sit beside the corridor and listen to songs.

so so so related to songs.

i used up whole nite to listen songs.
my handphone battery from 100% dropped to 25%.

then nevermind, i change the earphone to my laptop,listen again.

1stly, i damn fond with WESTLIFE now.
my idol when i am in primary school.
the songs, incredible,attractive.
Tonight, You raise me up, Queen of my heart....wah!!

2ndly, i just pick few songs from Lee Hom.
爱错，心跳，春雨里洗过的阳光，另一个天堂...
the songs not bad,make me feel i do like him too.

lastly, cannot tahan punya..from JAY chou la.
i dun choose any songs to listen.
i listen it all.
i found a really interesting stuff..


my laptop just format not long ago.
therefore i havent install the real player & window media.
i have PPS inside.
when i click on the songs that save in the laotop.
the songs play in the PPS..
every songs have the liric with it then...

then i just do my tutorial questions...
after that mark it with the answer that given by Ms.Rani.
i just wrong 1 man, hebatnya~~~


每次听着歌的同时都默默地想起你
以前都不碰jay的歌，觉得很rap,太快了，搞什么屁

form3那年的第一次与你分开
亚伦在mama store陪我的时候就随手介绍我jay的歌

第一首：安静
我到现在还是对这首情有独钟
尤其是最后那段：'我会学着放弃你 是因为我太爱你'

第二首：退后
'天空灰得像哭过 离开你以后并没有更自由'
'知道你我都没有错 只是忘了怎么退后'


就是这两首歌让我开始爱上jay.
i think many of u do love jay.



突然泪滴在键盘上

我知道，我又情不自禁想起你了


其实我很 痛苦。

E y E s

today i go for a medical eyes check.

this is because when i wear up my lens, i see all the things so blur.
something happens to my eyes la.

after examined..

the results...haha, i am so proud of it.

before :
Left: 275
Right : 200

now :
Left : 375
Right : 275

can you see the difference ??

i really cant believe in myself.
i really torture my eyes.

as eyes are our soul.
sorry for you, i will treat you good now.

damn,my house still got 1 pair lens that havent open,in the old eyes degree.
hate it.

then i take my car to saloon again.
1 week 1 time, i treat it good d leh.



Back home online and find some seller for lens.

then i realize my fren- ah giap also selling the lens.
then i put an order to him.

is a preorder and need to wait for around 3 weeks.
i want save d money,so nevermind.

i still have nudy grey lens to wear ~


time to have my sleep now.
i really tired because i need teach a class today morning.


你说你想回到过去

"就回到过去，让故事试着继续''


我也想回到过去
我告诉你：如果可以回到过去，我一定会珍惜所拥有的。


但是 过去是回不去的.


你这样告诉了我.

心

今天做了满多有意义的事...

1) 在很紧凑的时间内帮表弟完成sejarah & geografi projek.其实那么多年了，几乎表弟们的功课都是来找我解决的~

2）很久没见面的学生，今天完成了他的第一堂课。

3）很勤劳下的去学院的e-learning下载下个星期的lecture note & tutorial questions.其实是因为我不想被ms.rani鸟 一顿

4）restaurant city我已经up level了5个dish.真得很花我的心思和时间。几乎整天都对着电脑银幕~

5）去pasar malam扫吃的东西，几成功下，虽然有下毛毛雨..



there is aint so much of spaces betwwen us.
there aint so much for u, there aint so much for me,
anymore.


我不会再为你流泪
我不会再为你心碎

有时候在一起未必幸福
我只希望这份爱可以存在我心里

能不能开花结果
就看天气和时间的决定

S a y Cheers !!!

Finally a week passed in no time..

urghh..i did not done my tutorial questions due to my laziness.
forget about it.t.i am in sick acually...kaka.

2day went shopping again with my fellow buddy & sisty..
hmm...i do really enjoyed the moment.
made me feel that, can drive a car is really a good good thing.
becoz we can go whatever place we want and whenever time is.

Same as the former week, we went to 1u again.
drop in the NANDO for our dinner..

CJ do refilled more and more glasses of ice lemon tea..
buhhh...my stomach full with cola and i ready to expell the gas from mouth.
(sure u know when drink soft drink that is a gas inside)

chit-chating...bluffing in the restaurant city topic..
everyone is playing rite ?

After that we went for our movie...
At first yann and ys want to watch the Angle & Demon, but unfortunately we already bought the tickets for Night at the museum 2 .

Start our movie on 7.30pm..

Night at the museum 2..



the story aint too interesting...
just normal grade ~~


Finished movie ys when to the LEVI's jean to buy jean..
we just have a look in it.

MCdonald ice-cream, suggested by me then.
we all buy the vanila flavour and found a place to sit.

crazying in taking photo then..
my phone do hv many, but i just published out some.

from left to right : YS,CJ



from left to rite : YANN & YL, YL & ME



about 10.45pm the shops are closed..we continue our next round in GASOLINE.

haha..the place made me think of my ex bf..
the songs...the memory..

i told them my phone still keep his photo..
even when the time when i am form 3..
mean 3 years ago d photo i still keep it..

dun know why.. i dun wan to lost this memory..
it is really a part of my soul and life..

i dun wan keep talking him d..
buy i cant control myself..

hmm...break edi 4 month..
next month will be our 3 years anniversary if we still 2gether..

sometimes,destiny do play a joke with us.
i cant change the end of us.
i cant take him back to my side.
i just can see him walk through out my life and disappear...

tell u the truth, I LOVE U.


hmm..about 12.30am CJ finally success safefully sent me home.
thx u guy !

next time date should be my time to fetch..
we like a cycle, cooperation always there.


I mostly like this group of frens.
no pressure,no serious.

be friends , is really simple.

a word than an action.

D a mn Damn

bullshit for every management in the college.

i hate the class held at the time 4pm onwards..

the sun...hot..

the way...long..

the traffic..jam..


i wonder why my sick havent get any improvement..

suddenly cold..suddenly fever..

NOT a swine flu..i go examined again and again..


kill me off...


i really hate some people just do the rubbish things always.
dun sms me by searching my phone number in the school magazine again, ok ??
dun ask me can be friend or not.
dun simply ask me for other people hdp number.


like a worm climbing over a shit.
ya, a worm does eat shit.


Back-cuping my RESTAURANT CITY.

i would not allow CJ to cross over me.
level 21 now..

in my street there i am the 4th.
the top 3 owner really geng..

algebra make me afraid of alphabets.

why the destiny cannot be modified ?


刚看了一个女生的文章

能做到当面分手的人，其实是很伟大

每次分手都是sms的
自己也搞不懂别人的儿戏


为什么相爱的人不能在一起？

i think you really a great man and a great lover.
all ur things done will not fade away.

一起love life.

a W a k i n g

Can i just turn this post back to Sunday & Monday ?


Sunday i quite free at home...
Then i went to Modern de cafe again to have my lunch.
This time i tried to be clever, no wan tan mee again.
coz it really sucks.

After that i just spent my time to TimeSquare.
I did not plan to buy anythings but just MacBook Pro installed stuff.

There is a new corridor for pc stuff in timesquare as i knew.
spent about rm120 for the stuff.


Then i just had a look for shirt..

hah..i felt that now the shirt in sg.wang & timesquare are very worse.
not suitable again for me..
if you wear it and go to college. u will be called 'lala'by them.

i also changed my mind after few month in college.
the difference..the people.

u will feel alone in college, u cAnnot find a person even so close to u.

i went to a quite lady style shop called NICOLE.



i just buy 2 ladies shirt inside..
i like it..~~~

after that i just back home and drove my car to the beauty shop :P
i will treat them well as i think it is a need.

i woke up my mum so that she can drove the saga and i can drove the kelissa.
we do love country made car..no la,is cheap actually.

then i just wait at there.
after that st sms and asked me whether want yam cha.
i want d...but lazy to drive again and my mum also did not allow.

end for sunday.

MOnday was a whole new day...
start my new semester 2day.

totally separate with my old classmates as we major in different aspects.
but i managed to stay with 3 classmates, Nazrin,Niza and Jagroop.
nice~~

new class averagely have 16 persons.
mostly are my senior..

i still noticed few of them are new students..
er...saw their act like very nervous and care about the lecture speech..

i feel.......is tat before the time when i was new student i also like that ??
watching they hand full with statistics textbook..

suddenly want to shout at them, : i finish my stats edi !!!

kaka..

i dislike the new environment..
i miss my buddy before...leanne,xuan,lilian.......i really miss them !!!!!


huh...full sheet of algebra works 2day..
kinda....hell la my life..

i was still in sick...the medicine almost finished.

doctor said it is not denggi,not thw swine flu..



希望快点痊愈。


这几天都没了联络
我想你也习惯了没有我的生活

我真得满羡慕有男朋友的女生
至少会觉得有个人保护自己


一个人虽然轻松
但是孤单的心情，真的很难释怀.

你曾经告诉我，不会离开我。
会爱我一辈子的

如果承诺只是谎言
那我希望你的承诺可以完全的瞒骗我
让我继续开心一下

我满讨厌自己那么快就看清楚状况
我不想装懵懂

虽然如果我假装不知道
我还可以和你一起

可是真的不能
爱一个人有限度

我给你的限度已经越过了底线


突然觉得，自己称不上 幸福 。

有 的 时 候

人往往会回忆过去

过去并不一定是美好的

我承认我总爱回忆以前的日子

但是渐渐的我明白

爱情真的不能勉强

我不喜欢你伪装

不喜欢你给的理由


我知道


分手了，就是终点


朋友继续做来只会更辛苦


你教懂我明白，人是怎样的


虽然你还在我心里

但我重不需要你施舍你所谓不是爱的爱给我

让我们彻底 结束


对不起


我爱你

a nice day

firstly, this post is writing for Friday~

in the previous post i mentioned that i dated with my colleges to meet at HELP.
almost 2 week didnt drive out to college, make me a bit nervous.

i reached at HELP earlier than the time. OMG !
crowded in the registry..now only i know many ppl enroll for the new semester.

my scholarship still valid. I was very happy to hear that new after i ask the stated staff.
but i still need keep my eyes on the notice board for the latest announcement.
i blame myself due to my careless.
i just concentrate on the study and i forgot the things that still exist.

Leanne was late that day..but nevermind..
I was waiting in little patience..

after that we together go to the American Degree Program Department to get our new timetable.

I cant denied that our ADP staff, Lynn was a really adorable women..
She did help me in when the time to choose a suitable subject.

almost 20+ subjects offered for the new semester..but..........
the time are CRUSHES !!!
damn it as the subjects that i wanted having this stupid situation..
no choice but to enroll for 1 subject next semester as it is a very short semester,about 2 month.


COLLEGE ALGEBRA..i heard that is an easy job..
but...mayb not. nevermind...
i should take MATH subjects as my major need it.

I get my results..
for the STATISTICS ..I m the only one to get A. i damn happy..
for the FRESHMAN ENGLISH 1 that make me a whole round..
i still manage to get it for a B.

my results slip, i just separate the paper..cause cant captured all.



so blur the picture but cincai la, ok :P


after i finish the things.. it means that i will start my class on monday-18 of May.
another schul days begin..holiday End T.T

then i met with my classmate Mensfield.
we just manage to have a short chat coz i need to rush back home for a new date.

After back home i just changed my cloth coz need to shopping at IU.
feel sad coz Yann suddenly said she cant go.



Fetched CJ, PT and YL. then we go !!

the way i drive........er.......
.dun care although it is super dangerous when in the corner turn..
i still speed up and dun brake it..coz i always do that..
sory CJ for a shock..i turn it well oso la..

2day no movie..commanded by YS.
we just enjoy shopping that day..

I bought many shirts that day..
in F.O.S. the clothes are nice and in dirt price..
ladies, can go there if you really wan buy some casual clothes for college.

after a quick shopping,
we just had our dinner in NANDO.




i capture all of them. but..they rejected me.



The most crazy things we done together was........

4 of us were buying a SUNGLASSES.

the sales might feel happy la..
she earn the profit for the 4 sunglasses..

actually i buy sunglasses so that when i drive in the morning or evening i can see the road better. This is because the light will reflect..
not for pretty.

the time passed damn fast..
we went back home around 10.3opm..


love u all, buddy ~

Bad Flu

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

I sick for almost 1 week edi..

the feel...............really suck..

now everything come and visit me, flu, fever, cough...

they treat me like their beloved baby, but THX ya !!

i reject it...


Just now just log in to a forgotton web address...

That is HELP Univerisity College private web.,just for the students.

OOPsss....i get my shcolarship..for rm7000~

although it is a very small amount of $, but still ok la..
at least i no need to pay much for the fee..

but the approvment date issued on March..i just scare it will cancelled since i was no going to accept it.


2ml date with my college friends to meet at HELP.
going to check the exam results..

Hopefully my shcolarship still valid..if not.

I will go and sue them !!


gd morning, 5 am now.

Er....

I really feel confuse when started open this blog..

Obviously, there are very little people writing chinese in blogspot.

Go to wretch and you will discover many blogger are writing in chinese and it is interesting.

After i start my college life,without any doubt, i prefer english from now..

You may notice that my post in chinese began to write in bored style and pointless edi.

HMM.........

start using English in my post..

for sure, it is a requirement from my little brother, dickxon ^^

see, jie done this for you ~

被 MR.J 点中..

其实按照规则要点名，可是很少朋友玩

所以我就没点人了~~

☆. PART ONE

Q01、你的大名？A：Evon Yap

Q02、你認為什麼才算是真正幸福？A：能够和家人还有自己心爱的人一起过未来的日子...

Q03、你們覺得友情重要還是愛情重要，為什麼？A：两个也重要，两者所带来的感觉是不同的

Q04、你相信天長地久嗎？A：不相信...讨厌承诺（因为被骗）

Q06、你現在過得快樂麼？A：Hmm....还好~~至少还有朋友，把心思放在学业上了

Q07、如果有秘密，你真的會做到坦白的告訴對方嗎？A：不会，只想自己懂得才是秘密吧~

Q08、喜歡小Baby嗎？A：喜欢啊...他们好可爱。长大了就免谈

Q09、覺得友情是永遠的麼？A：不一定..因为总会有吵架的时候

Q10、希望自己多大結婚？A：25-26岁

Q11、你會為他做自己從來不會做的事情？A：会，一定。

Q12、你覺得女生捲髮好還是直發好？A：依个人决定

Q13、最想去哪裡旅遊？A：Italy

Q14、一輩子都不會忘記的事？A：和他一起的回忆。

Q15、如果愛一個人，是不是要拼命挽回？A：先尽力，如果真的不行，就放手吧

Q16、看到天空你想起的第一個人是誰？A：什么都想不到

Q17、你會愛他一輩子麼？A：我会尽量在这段期间里付出我的爱...

Q18、喜歡你的人和你喜歡的人，你會選哪個？A：当然是自己喜欢

Q19、你會以何種方式表現你對他的愛？A：给他最好的

Q20、如果看到自己最愛的人熟睡在你面前你會做什麼？A：抱他

Q21、如果你想痛扁一個人，你希望那個人是？A：Ck

Q22、你會後悔過自己的決定嗎？A：看情况

Q23、現在最迷什麼？A：mizubata junpei & restaurant city

Q24、你是好孩子嗎？A：至少不掂毒品和滥交....^^

Q25、覺得愛情和麵包哪個重要？ 面包，金钱比较实际A：爱情..虽然没钱但至少有另一半陪你一起度过....

Q26、如果你失戀了你會怎麼樣？A：哭就最简单，不用钱

Q27、如果你的BF經常不回家的話，你會怎樣？A：生气

☆. PART TWO

01、是誰傳給你這份問卷的？A：MR J ( my dear )

02、你們認識多久呢？A：1年有多

03、他對你來說重要嗎？A：重要咯，陪我度过很多难受的日子

04、你與他的關係是？A：dear

05、請問他的興趣是？A：唱歌

06、你覺得他的個性如何？A：active guy

07、他在你心目中是幾分？A：秘密

08、睡覺前第一件事？A：嗅宝贝

09、你的偶像？ A：周杰伦

10、你喜歡的季節？A：冬天

11、你打工麼？A：打过啊~^^

12、打工次數？A：4次

13、你想去的國家？A：意大利

14、你討厭什麼樣的個性？A：自以为是，不懂装懂

15、你會抽煙麼？A：不会

16、你會喝酒麼？A：会啊~^^

17、你常哭麼？A：算常的

18、你常笑麼？A：笑的多人都开朗点啊...^^

19、你喜歡去哪玩？A：窝在电影院

20、去玩時喜歡自己一個人去麼？A：不会吧

21、是假日時你都睡到幾點？A：2点最迟

22、今天的天氣是？A：好热哦...

23、朋友和情人你會選？A：我觉得是情人吧..

24、機會和命運你會選擇？A：我想是机会吧...因为命运不能改变....xD

25、你很自戀麼？A：还好

26、這問卷多不多？A：多到~~~~我要洒泪

27、要怎樣才能讓自己好過一點？A：睡觉

28、生日想得到什麼禮物？A：白老虎

29、喜歡吃冰麼？A：狠很很喜欢，不能自拔

30、現在幸福嗎？A：Hmm....至少有个完整的家，朋友和dear~

31、最在乎的哪幾個朋友？A：我的bestie们，yann,cherry,pui,cj,ys,pt,chiann,yl

32、房間裡最重要的東西是什麼？A：宝贝

33、最常夢到什麼？A：不固定

34、精神出軌要不要原諒他？A：会！！因为搞成这样也不是他错完的....

35、你認為人生的意義是什麼？A：健康快乐赚大钱

36、聽什麼歌一定會流淚？A：安静by jay chou

37、如果沒有朋友你會怎麼做？A：我想应该会有点寂寞吧~

38、如果我不見了你會怎樣？A：call u by phone

39、地上有一張100和50的鈔票？A：哈哈哈....白痴啊..当然两张都拿啦!!xD

40、現在時間？A：8.00pm

41、目前最喜歡聽的一首歌？A：听见有人叫你宝贝

42、目前最想說的一句話？A：拜托~还有多少题要答啊？！

43、目前的煩惱是什麼？A：很多下~

44、今天中午吃什麼？A：粥（因为生病）

45、賤的程度分幾級？A：1级，就是践

46、做壞事了怎麼辦？A：逃走，我最厉害，尤其是boom ppl car (ask cj)

47、什麼時候才會有工作？A：陆续有来

48、什麼時候才會打到驚魂書？A：哈哈哈??什么东东?!

49、客戶呀你在哪裡？A：OmG?!出问题的人还晕过我们啊？？！xD

50、開心的笑是不是很難？A：不会阿...

51、我們一起開心的走下去，好不好？A：好好，一定

52、有沒有崩潰的感覺.？A：直头要翻车了~

53、你們知道最遠的距離是什麽嗎？A：天国吧

☆. PART THREE

54、我的BGM好听么？A：什么东西？！

55、你的皮包里有什么？说说吧A：Money，IC , atm card

56、你生命中最重要的人是？一个而已啊A：暂时是他~

57、啥东西是你喜欢吃的呀？ A：很多

☆. PART FORYOU

问题多吗？？好多噢~~

帅 毕

今天是星期日
我还是在享受着我浪漫的假期

很不幸的，浪漫过头
有人嫉妒我

我给病魔缠上，那天BBQ回家的时候..
现在喉咙很痛，而且一直在咳嗽状态下

昨天去做工的时候，就死命咳到不像人样
最近不是流行猪流感，A型病症的吗
我就开玩笑说我要传给所有人~~

咳嗽咳到吐，幸好吐出来的不是红色的血
是青色的~~

可是不是血，类似黄疸水的液体吧


我等了x men origins : wolverine等到颈长
它上映的时候我已经到处约朋友看

可是哦，大家都很忙
因为.............干嘛我放假，别人开学？？？？？


今天就豁出去，本来真的要带口罩出门的
因为我一直咳嗽很不卫生

去modern de cafe吃午餐
那里的云吞面很难吃，大家如果知道我说哪一间
千万不要点~~~~
吃到我很想吐完出来

我很厉害的~~
哪套戏1.45pm开始，我1.40还没有到戏院
买了票还说
我是空手去，没票什么都没~~

去到心想如果没位就看2.10pm的startrek~

最后给我赶上，就看我的爱人hugh jackman
如果大家有在我的无名看过我的post
我有mention过我喜欢中年男人~





这套电影不错啦，我还是比较喜欢看action movie
爱情片就看到七情满脸，流眼泪
恐怖片看到盖眼睛

还是动作片可以完整看完全场~~~

还是一直咳嗽
在场的如果谁被感染了，真的不好意思~

回家接到命令要完成两分project
表弟的功课,geografi & sejarah

then i sms to my little cousin
就是我表弟的弟弟

ask ur brother zxian to call me back

........................

结果没有人打来，反而是收到信息

who r u ?

我就像会不会是我记错电话号码之类的
但是我还是很镇定的回复说

i m evon

最后，就有人打来，就是表弟拉
哈哈，我写到很废

perbandingan kepong dgn tokyo
sejarah smk kepong baru


现在就要去忙了
我的美好假期......................


不过我很疼这个表弟，好啦，就帮你做完~


迟点再上来

miss u all.~

变 态

最近 天气对真的很热


今天我有点自豪了下
不过没什么得拉

因为学校offer我回去读lower6 science
过后问cj他也没被offered到

这次惨了，很多很本领读书的都读了college
smkj就少了很多人才

我也是其中一个
哈哈哈

因为我很快的拒绝那个pn.azian
说我已经读书了~

话说回来，今天遇到的事和学校都扯上一定的关系
因为我接到Call...

sry,can let me continue in English mah..
i fuck hate type chinese now..

i answer a call from a malay guy.
he just condenmed tat he is my classmate..

then, i know, is tat Rashdi ?

E for me. / R for tat felllow.

E: halo, who are you ?
R: I m ur classmate, u know me.

E: emm.wats up ?
R: do you still study now?

E: Ya

Then...............sumthing strange happened.

R: are your skin still white ?
E: har..i think so

R: then,are your hair long ?
E: ya..

然后我开始觉得很不对劲
什么对话，问这些奇奇怪怪的东西

最后一击，真的让我退避三舍

R: then, ur butt now small or big


我马上就关电话了

我不肯定是不是那个同学
因为他是很好的一个人
还是有谁装他

就觉得很可怕


haiz..


我又再遇到变态...

^ H o l i d a y s ^

可怕的Final exam终于像地雷这样结束了
有人告诉我，我的'final exam'这个词用到很不对

现在我就要解释到底发生什么大事
就是哦，当我说我有final exam
别人就误会以为我真的是last year final exam
就代表我毕业了

其实管它那么多，总之最后的考试就是final exam
在我的理论上~


话说回去那天3号
我本来就中午要开始拿书出来读
结果接到call,叫我去做工

我是个很直接的人，爱钱
有谁不爱$ ?
所以我就把我的final exam抛去马桶内
冲得很死鬼干净

然后我就这样
回到家半夜12点才开始拿我的Statistic出来读

夜深人静
孤零零的一个人读书

过后MR.J sms我
send很温暖的信息给我
我整个就是很感动

然后6.30的时候他还call我起身~~
love u~

早上了我很怕喝milo
而且认识我的人都知道我早上是喝milo冰的
我要讲，报纸都是错的
我重form3开始早餐都喝milo冰
肚子没有绞痛过

反而！喝热的会痛
我身体有anti-hot hormone~~

飞着驾车去学校
因为我很眼睡，不想在马路jam着
我会更加想睡，更危险

去到学校...
这里我用小学写作文的方式表达下~:

我带着沉重的脚步，战战兢兢的走向那被称为‘地狱考试楼’
那里一片寂静.....


回来啦，我们学校有一楼是考试楼
全部课室是用来考试的
那条走廊真的很阴森，太过安静了
照片在手机~

statistics我可以咯，我很在行
english我真的觉得问题很大便，时间也不够

topic sentense,main point,essay,grammatical mistake

那个essay的问题看到我变大头
关于Buddha Philosopy

我鬼懂buddha传手什么啊
知道的话也是华语阿

考完试我们ADP Late Spring students就打算聚的
可是过后告吹
可是我们还是玩到很癫

回家累倒要死了
朋友call go eat
我就自己驾车去，因为我有不祥的预感

去到吃了，那个预感实现了
正常人和朋友出去的话，吃了东西一定会谈笑风生

今天我很不正常
我吃了就溜着走，真的幸好自己驾车，不然要麻烦别人送我回
我太累了，顶部顺，讲话也没力
只好载着疲惫的自己回家睡觉~

So,
my holidays start ~

2 weeks~~~