Saw my bf's laptop got his Ex photos.

The first feeling is Damn SAD.

But right after he saw my sad face.

He straight away deleted it.

And empty the recycle bin too.

For now my feeling is feel so Guilty.

The ex was his past sweet memory.

I should not like angry about it.

Now the memory gone.

Feel so so so so SORRY for him.

Such a moody day ler.

Sorry, i not mean to force u.

Hmmm.

Firstly, i just want to say out my angry at here.

Regard of some people.

Yea,i always write rude in FB, you all can see it if you are my friend.

But i want to say that, my real friend will know my behavior.

How i act during my life.

Horrr..

Coz some people who don't know me so much.

Come to my bf side, and complain to him that : Your GF are rude.

Okay, what the fuck now ?

My attitude not related to any of your shit part.

I never go to disturb you or what.

Please don't go to say those rubbish to my bf.

If you really wan critic me, say in front of me, or just write a wall post in my FB.

I know i made you feel embarrass or unhappy.

Sorry for that.

Next time anything related to me.

I am very welcome you all to say in front of me.

Or drop ur shit in FB, let me know about it.

Heh.

I write rude just to emphasize my mood is very bad.

But my rude words also LIMITED only.

at least those very rude i never write out.

Use your mind before say someone.

And, u have no qualification to judge over me.

Have you ever think you are better than me ?

Shut your fuck up.

Don't let me hear u say 1 rude word 1 day.

Sry to my bf.

He don't like me to write rude.

He tell me X times already.

I just hope you know, i am not that rude.

Sometimes i write rude just for fun.

Anyway, u can drop me if u cannot tahan me liao =(

Next

I get my Lionieee finally !

Exchange it in Guardian, i like it much =)

Hor.

Just went to QQ steamboat to have my dinner.

The weather damn hot la.

Made me all the way sweating.

The only thing i remember was i used up a lot of pieces Tissue papers Xo

Watched 14 blades just now.

Nice movie.

Nice actor ( i mean Donnie Yan )

Sad ending ( Donnie Yan died liao =( )

Yea, do u notice i cut my fringe edi ?

long fringe :

short fringe:

any comment ?

* many people say short fringe make me looks younger =(

Hey Hey.

Recently, i find that scolding some rude words not tat bad too

(he gonna kill me if i say so,oppssss)

=(

Like some simple rude words.

What the fuck ?

Soxxi

FxxK U

I scold rude not mean i am rude.

Right ???

I was sick sick sick now.

Stomach pain.

Butt pain

Cough

Headache.

What from my mouth now is Wtf ???

Why suddenly happened.

Ok la.

Share something here.

I always go and read some people blogs.

And sometimes i cannot understand why after the girls break with their bf.

They will think to hurt themselves as well ?

Like cut their hand ?

Like try to commit suiside ?

Like get drunk ?

In my position i still can accept get Drunk, alrightttt.

But for those cut hand, bloody things.

Sorry la, for me is Bullshit.

The reason to hurt yourself to make him come back to you ?

Or to attract him back ?

Or just want him to care you again ?

If i was the guy.

I just tell u to piss off la.

Ur action will make me feel disgusted.

For now, you are threatening me.

Not i have heart on you to come back to you.

So, girls.

Don't even do this silly action la, PLS.

There are a lot of better man outside.

The world has no end yet.

Don't worry so much =)

Luckily in my previous relationship or now.

My bf never do this kind of silly acts.

Actually i don't like this =(

Anyone pls don't do this on me.

hmmm....

What i said also is part of my sharing.

Good or Bad is finally depends on what you think righttt ?

So boring er.

Anyway,i have a lot of tutorials need to do.

This semester i pass everyday with happiness.

Feel so good with all the learning.

Not less, i love you.

I am crazy.

I am a bit crazy.

I am totally crazy.

Wu la la la~

Tell u all something.

This week i purposely wake up at 6.30am every morning.

Rush to college before 7am.

To avoid traffic jam.

To get a parking.

I reach college at 7am horrr....

my class start at 10am.

Omfg ~

I wait 3 hours in the college during the lonely morning

=)

So,this is the 1st part i am crazy in.

I used to be do some stupid and silly face to him.

If before, i die also wont do something like that.

Now,i can simply do a ugly post for u.

Not to forget, i like to show ROCKER's post and face.

=)

So,this is the 2nd part i am crazy in.

My next target is a GPS.

I need to grab it during PC fair, anyone know when is the upcoming PC fair ?

I want to drive myself go many places.

Like what my friends all did, just with a GPS.

Easily DONE.

So,this is the 3rd part i am crazy in.

Another target is a new Laptop.

Well,my laptop still fine with me.

But it sucks when i want to play L4D2.

So sad to tell my laptop, babe DELL, can i trade in u ?

I dun wan u liao ~~~

Aiming for Sony VAIO laptop which have graphic card that enable me to play game.

It must be a White colour !

 

So,this is the 4th part i am crazy in.

*until now that is*

Going to search for something i really wanted.

Its good if u have urge on something....

年初四

朦胧间我起身的时候

已经是下午2点liao~

下楼左望右望一个人影也没有

结果又到回房间去躺

睡觉对我来说永远不会多，只有不够而已

不久肚子好像饿了

就sms问谁要去吃东西，我去载~

最后只有ling回我

好咯，就换衣服那些然后准备去吃东西~

吃了就去chiann的家

一到就看到ys,以为他没有来的，最后还一样时间到

进门不久teng也来了

全部到齐就讲下话咯

看到菊花茶

我都不知道我要开心还是什么

好像天天都喝得

每个人的家都是会有菊花的horrr ???

过后就去燕家

开始赌咯

简短来说

我输到.....一败涂地

连本带利输到玩

没有夸张啊

没运到我自己都有点讨厌自己叻

=(

晚餐去到selayang叫菜吃

是几不错一下的哦

跟Ys的车跟到我都头痛

我不记路的

下一站去ys家

一进门无可否认的就是那只狗

去年它还是吠我

今年还是没变，一直吠~

最后ys唯有，被迫把它锁起来

不要看它小小只傻傻哦

它只要听到一丁点你的声音，马上就可以继续吠

真的很厉害

我佩服到五体投地啊~

接下来到我回家

然后和燕继续下一站

过程好像不愉快叻

算了

晚安

年初五

和他一起过

他知道我不开心，都一直哄我开心

我知道的

对不起哦

回到家我自己在哪里想多多

很emo.

很不开心

不过没关系

年初六

今天傍晚那样才出

和college朋友出去

先去喝茶

玩Cho D的时候我一直赢

难道运今天才来?

不过没赌钱

==

after dinner went for movie

Valentine's Day

Taylor swift除了好笑，不知道什么可以形容她liao~

不错，值得一看的

差不多是这样

我知道我写到很没有充实感

勉强看下去咯，okkkkkkkkk?

I prefer write in english now.

年初二

早早起身就去姑姑家拜年了

是每一年的习惯

姑姑对于我来说是很重要的人

要不是姑姑给我钱去私人大学读书

我想我就可能呆在form 6

穿着我不喜欢的校服

绑着我喜欢的头发

真的很感谢姑姑对我那么好

万分感谢

姑姑家有钱嘛

去到红包全部也不错

然后我真的太累

回到家就一直睡觉到傍晚了

然后真的很闷

就在facebook写说我真的很闷，说我很想赌

不久他就说来载我过去他家

他陪我赌

*应该是看过Facebook来吧*

结果就真的只有我们2个赌罢了

可是我的luck不知道飞去哪里了

一直输到尾

不知道做么

我有种想哭的感觉

他又哄我开心，给回钱给我 TT

对不起，但是谢谢

那一刻觉得很幸福

年初三

今天和他有约

可是我们都睡到不知道几点起身

去Iu

已经没有parking了

结果去到什么dataran parking.

哪里paking也不错咯，好过HELP的很多

很希望HELP的可以改去那么大，多点parking lotsss

去到先去找吃的东西

因为情人节我们没一起过嘛

所以他补回给我

就带我去吃泰国餐

有拍到照得

可是在他手机 = =

吃的时候我又觉得很幸福叻

看着他，觉得很久每一起这样了

心里觉得很sweet~

吃完就去看戏

看花田喜事

只要有古天乐在

什么戏都是好看的

leng zai 到~~~~

晚上就找燕一起出去赌

燕赢很多下

我就还在bad luck mood...输着下

最后回家

写这篇的时候我刚哭过来

*sigh*

我在乎你

我爱你

不管你信不信，只是希望你开心

年初一

早上起身就吃斋咯

其实也不知道为什么不能吃肉

=(

下午去阿姨家坐坐

看到Rooney变到十分，非常的大只

吓到我真的五颜六色

傍晚无所事事

自己驾车去洗

虽然真的很无聊初一去洗车，可是实在太闷liao

晚上就去teng的家赌咯

很久没有聚在一起，很想念大家呢

很无聊的时候：

今天的运还好

一开始都赢了蛮多下的

直到ah giap莫名其妙拿到2条A，我们再莫名奇妙赔triple的时候

我的运就一直跌liao

==

幸好不会输很多

初四我们再赌过

Ps ：yann, we are going to your house. Ok hor ? evening Ok ?

ok.

现在要讲些不关新年的事情了

有时候hor..

我是真的没有生气还是不高兴男朋友没陪我的

可是自己会很down...

然后会很想他了

可是hor...

我讲话就是很坏那种，结果会搞到不欢而散

tapi hor,我不是有心的叻

现在很想见到他

虽然过了情人节，但是很想可以一起过

不过不可能lerr....

都不知道还有机会过下一个情人节吗？

滚去睡了

晚安

* Baby are you down down down down down*

 

Been abandoned my Blog for so so long.

Not because I lazy, Is i so busy ler.

1stly, Just busy prepared for all my test which held in 1 week.

3 tests and i get my 2 test marks already.

Calculus - 4.75/5 ( wrong 1 question )

Chemistry - 8/10 ( wrong 2 questions )

Overall its still ok for me.

But who will ever don't hope to get Full marks ?

So i sad too =(

2nd, Just help my mum out everyday after classes till night.

Mentally and Physically exhausted lo. 

3rd, Just busy to shoot Zombies, and chop their flesh meat up !

This totally excited and so much of fun.

I am not indulge in those kind of violence.

I just enjoyed the bloody scene and the heads dropped moment.

Fml,i think i am pressure enough so i just only tried this game.

4th, Just feel unhappy everyday =(

Don't know what is going wrong.

But i not really feel inside myself is HAPPY.

*sigh*

5th, Just don't have any Shopping mood to buy new stuff for tomorrow CNY.

Frankly speaking, I dint buy any clothes this 2010 leh.

How come a girl dint buy anything ?????

Sad to say i don't know what's wrong with me la.

I no mood buy TT

Anyway, i just bought a considered expensive/branded handbag.

Of course not LV,Gucci those lo.

I am not rich but in fact i am  Poor TOO.

Just get a handbag worth few hundred from Carlo Rino.

Hmm,here the advertising part :

*my bag not the type which the model showed*

Initially I want to buy a normal cheap bag for normal use d.

Then i don't know who influence me and said : Buy better 1 can last long.

Then alright lo.

Just put down the Us POLO bag and headed to Carlo Rino.

but in my heart i am thinking of LV la, Chanel la, Gucci la ~~

wahaha,fml.

Ok la,Carlo Rino is ok for me.

I need take care of it nicely lerr..

haiz..i always throw my bag after i back from college.

So bad I am.

6th, I get myself a pair of Leopard print's high heel.

I am not familiar with high heel anyway.

But it attracted me to buy it.

And ok la, just wear during Cny.

Muahaha...

7th, In conclusion, I don't have NEW clothes.

Just have 1 MU original branded shirt which my sis bought for me from HK.

and another Esprit Leggings from HK too.

Impossible for me to wear MU shirt 2ml to take ang pao ???

sound hilarious leh..

cham liao =(

Oh ya, Happy Valentine day to the couples.

Oh yes, Happy Chinese New Year to all my friends.

Stress

这篇写华语好了

因为才能很明白得表达我要说的

重印象最深刻的事情开始

就是我的车在停车场无端端被没脑的人撞到

那天真的很生气

所以在facebook写了很多很不好听的话

因为心理实在是太生气了

停在parking lot里面都要给人撞

还要自己倒贴修理费

也因为这样和他那天吵架了

说我固执牛脾气也好

那天实在太生气了

不是HELP student是永远不会明白的

可以去看Cj & Ah giap的blog

字字有力

我看全马parking最差的就是HELP University College 

==

接下来就是American Eagle club的welcome party

Facebook有照片哦

所以这里不登了

以secretary的post发表意见的话

我希望全部会员可以一起合力搞好这个club

让ADP发扬光大咯

再来我去看了Tooth fairy

谢谢他特地陪我去看

那天和他一起的感觉很轻松

可能当我们2个人真的脾气都好的时候

很多事情都可以更好

难道每天见面真的好吗？

我觉得偶尔的见面会更轻松

==

不知道啦

最后就是今天星期六

我有补课哦

七早八早爬起来上课

今天的交通真的顺到~不能形容

真希望天天是这样呢

然后Wj终于给我Left 4 Dead 2的installer了

谢谢你

最近在迷这个哦

看到那些zombie被杀的感觉很爽

尤其是用斧头砍他们的时候

fucking damn nice

不要误会我不是暴力的人啊

或许最近太压力了

减减压，放轻松也不错 =）

其实真的很忙

虽然看我上facebook

可我不是一直坐在电脑前面上的

要在店走来走去

得空就快点回复

只是我没有offline

就以为我其实是得空的吗

让我撑到新年吧

请不要埋怨了

我不喜欢这样

都说了有苦衷

做么还要这样

已经低声下气道歉了

做么还要这样说我

ur Future

Do you ever think about your future?

I think all of us did.

Just want to share a life saving plan idea which i heard from my friend.

I should really thx my friend for giving me this valuable idea.

Hmmm...

Have you ever have a life saving plan with yourself ?

Well. It is simple.

Life saving is a saving that u save your money when you are born.

How these money come from ?

There are a lot if ways,for example

Ang pao money

Scholarship money

Money when get during birthday

salary

comission

extra earning money

All these sort of money should be categorized under your life saving account.

and is for your FUTURE usage.

like buying house,car or etc.

So, you will probably ask me: Then how about my spending right now?

It is a really simple question.

I not sure whether all of you have allowance or not.

allowance = pocket money.

From parents?

From grandparents?

From boyfriend/girlfriend?

So,what you can spend is those money.

No over the limit.

For more convenience ways, try to open 2 bank accounts.

1st for life saving which cannot be touch.

2nd for your normal allowance, just can use the money over there.

I know it is hard for some people to carry out.

But this just a plan for myself or someone think it may helps u.

Going to Us next year for my degree.

Its a lot of expenditure.

I know vividly that there is a huge spending there.

Seem my family not a rich family.

I dint work as well.

the way i can save the money for my year in other country is by saving.

I think a lot during this period and i appreciate my friend who discussed with me.

What he said totally right.

Although when in the chat i can differentiate a rich guy and a poor girl status.

I know that my friend was not that ironic that time.

He just want to give me two cents worth anyway.

when i told him that i just have about 1.5k in my bank account now.

He just shocked and asked me whether it is my whole savings or what else.

I answered YES without shame.

Then he started to advise me and told me i cannot simply use money already.

Yes, who can bear me over US later?

My mum works very hard to get little salary.

I don't want her to suffer for me,in case, should my responsibility to care her.

Let share my allowance and spending.

And i still face trouble to manage my spending.

Its SAD.

1 week i will get RM75 for allowance from my mum.

RM3 x 5 = RM15 ( parking fees)

So i will have just RM60 to spend in a week.

How can i manage it ?

I hope to save RM30 per week.

This is what i hope for ler =(

alright.

Just want to share.

I think by the age like us around 18 onwards should plan for our future already.

hmm~

hope i can do it.