宝贝回来拉

还是我接他回来的呢

星期四

今天除了很专心听课之外

也很兴奋因为宝贝回来4天哦

不是很确定怎样去kepong central

感谢jun借我她的GPS咯

最后还是成功到达目的地

*thx jun much much*

看到宝贝的时候除了感动

真的不知道可以怎样形容了

星期五

今天是wesak day holiday嘛

所以都懒洋洋的睡到很迟

起身才看到yann的信息说要出去吗

毫不犹豫就ON咯

也很想念她

最后就和yann&yee ling一起出去咯

吃东西聊天

如果生活每天那么轻松就好咯

傍晚回家拿了laptop就过去找宝贝了

一起上网聊天咯

过后去pasar malam

刚刚才回到家

不过有很讨厌的人park在我家前面

害到我在外面等了很久

好啦

暂时这样交待先

最近很多东西想买叻

新的contact lens啦

新的衣服啦

新的相机啦

染头发拉

剪头发拉

*更离谱一点的是，竟然计划买新车*

我看我还是撞破了头吧

不过蛮值得考虑的

之前差那一步就去看新车了

好后悔哦，当时应该坚决进去的

好啦

全部都要钱

我知道我严重缺钱

今天就那么少少睡迟了

我有个很不好的习惯

就是起床后会躺在那里想着要去上课吗

我的决定很善变的

去，就去

不去，就真的没有顾全今天的课会重要吗

然后就直接倒头就睡

今天很好

说服到自己去学校

起身的时候明明都已经迟了，我还要开fb

要去收我的动物，很讨厌给人偷

这3天都很专心听课

我不知道可以维持到几时

总之加油加油就是了

*Bi,you also need jiayou ooo*

放学就去main block register subjects咯

结果还是因为那个resource fee.

不给我enroll

算了咯，交就交咯

然后肚子真的很饿

又不舍得吃东西喔，要省钱咯

结果就tam到marivin请我吃

*好啦，下次要请回他*

回家就睡了

每次都很累那样

结果9点宝贝打电话来

就把我吵醒了

还讲了很久下

过后我要continue睡觉的时候

就睡不下了

我就打回电话给宝贝

怎知道，他笑kao我哦

说：我就知道你会睡不着了~

*很衰咯*

起身吃了晚餐就看pps了

给自己轻松下

很久没有开pps了

3天macro已经完了1个chapter

没法啊，short semester.

很快的7月就finals了~

顺带一体

上个semester的成绩不错哦

都很满意

calculus拿A我都开心到飞天了

ok la

要搭我的bubu car飞去老窝睡觉了

bi bi cheong.

As usual, miss u a lot today =)

Nothing on you, babe.

Monday

First day of summer semester.

I felt so sleepy at the morning due to the lack of sleep

Texting Marivin in the morning to discuss whether want to come for class or not.

Finally he persuaded me to come.

Erm.

Nothing special during coll time.

Study study study la.

Tuesday

Mean today la.

Again,i feel sleepy and plan to skip class.

But finally i have urge to wake up.

Ok lo,drive to coll again.

I just cannot tahan some people inside the class.

Who keep making noise at there and laughing at there.

They are damn fucking annoying.

And i don't think the joke u made is good.

It is lame,nothing to laugh alright ?

Oh,i am mentioning some junior.

Who thought they are smart and funny ?

U.F.O la pls.

After 2 classes today.

Headed up to INTI to ask for their ADP.

Before that, dai gor and mayuri were donating their blood at lower foyer.

Omg,the bag of blood like..

I think of the day breaker.

whereby the vampire are sucking blood at the time

Fuyoh, L4D2 appear in my mind now.

*Bi,when u gonna bring me for game?*

=)

I was sitting in Bighead's car.

Omfg,got 1 time he wanna cut lilian's car.

damn made me scare la.

My life at ur hand leh ~

Don't play.

We reached INTI finally.

Hmm,the environment ok la.

But 1 thing that me phobia is there also using lift to go up the building.

I mean,why i cant find a campus that is really a building of classes and facilities.

Not like office building which need take lift or whatever la.

The fees are extremely higher than Help.

Especially only the resource fee already rm1500.

And 1 credit hours is rm500.

Can imagine or not ?

calculus will have 5 credit hours which mean rm2500 per subject.

Gosh,i just take it at rm1800 at HELP la.

=)

I am poor alright.

Anyway,trying a new environment also not bad.

Then followed Bighead's car back again.

This time he drive more carefully already.

hahas,after being ngam by me~

*i guess so*

Then he dropped me at Help parking

and i drive my bubu car back house.

At night i just webbie with my bi.

and i was so unhappy at the moment.

and i cried lo.

*sry bibi*

i am looking forward my bi to come back.

he will come back this Thursday.

and after that no back already.

My heart pain like hell lo.

i cannot tahan lo.

my bi  asked me whether wanna break or not.

so that i wont so suffer.

NO WAY !

i so love my bi.

although now like everyday unhappy.

waiting him come back.

But i wont give up this relationship so easily.

11 months for me is quite long already.

and somemore, i still love my bi.

so no reason to break lo.

Bi bi bi bi bi arrrr..

i will learn to be stronger geh.

So,don't abandon me.

I will wait for you.

Love u mah.

is like that d lo.~

*touching leh*

i so perasan,hope u guys don't mind.

Turn Back to English post already.

My life still goes on.

Time does not wait me a second also.

A lonely Sunday.

This just what i can use to describe my day.

When the time i woke up,no one at home.

I knew.

Normally during this day.

He will find me out for lunch.

And continue the day until night he send me home.

But he is not here.

He is not here anymore.

=(

I went to add petrol myself since tomorrow my new semester start.

Is a short summer semester.

The timetable is pack and my life gonna be hectic and busy.

I feel to refill the car's tayar gas 

But so helpless la.

Coz i don't know how to do it.

I phone him and he taught me everything.

I not really listen,just think of his voice only.

=)

After wasting my time at petrol station.

I sent my car to wash lo.

So dirty already.

And my car inter-environment is a messy crap la.

After that again,da bao lunch and settle alone.

eat and fb together.

damn sien la wei.

Then started to pack up my school stuff tomorrow.

And i prepared a new note book for new semester.

I am gonna miss my boy so so much.

seriously damn much.

So i laminated the photo of him,and stick at the cover of my book.

Fuyoh,like this.

Somemore,i so perasan,i sign my name on it.

no much special after that.

wasting up time at fb only.

At night.

finally have chance to webcam with my boy.

i like seeing him.

When i saw him,my sadness will gone..

He is the one who can give me motivation.

And he did.

I miss u a lot bi.

So miss u.

Tomorrow start school.

I even don't know my last sem results yet.

Due to the stupid resource fee la.

Anyway,ask from lecturer also same.

I am using tweetdeck now.

It is much more convenience for the one who have twitter and facebook.

Highly recommended.

I just installed.

And love the notification sound so much.

=)

Look,i can view my twitter and facebook at the same time!

今天早上一睁开眼睛的时候

真的很不想去告诉自己是星期六了

我没去和宝贝送行

因为我怕我真的会很舍不得

我怕我真的会一直流眼泪

起身了sms叫宝贝驾车要小心

告诉他我很想他

转头我就拥着他抱过的抱枕，在那里哭了

下午宝贝弄好东西那些过后

就打电话给我了

听着他的声音，真的很想念他

很难说服自己，他就离我那么遥远了

宝贝现在睡了

临睡前他和我送他的bui bui拍了照发给我

看了我的眼泪又开始流了

我真的很想念你

还记得星期六晚上你都陪着我的吗

这个时间，或许我们都还在cc玩着l4d2呢...

i am fucking damn miss u ..

=(

旅行回来了

很快的星期一就开始新学期了

这一趟旅行去了槟城和云顶高原

我不想多写什么

大家自己联想下

还有观察下面子书的照片吧

这次去旅行的回忆很多很多

开心的都是和宝贝在一起的时候

在巴士很悃的时候，宝贝让我躺在他怀里睡觉

过马路的时候，宝贝也会小心的牵着我的手

肚子饿的时候，宝贝煮熟食面给我吃

游泳的时候，宝贝一直在我身边照顾我

在海边的时候，宝贝紧紧拉着我的手，不给浪冲走我

晚上很累的时候，宝贝抱着我让我安稳入睡

早上不肯起床的时候，宝贝很用心的叫我起床

在云顶很冷的时候，宝贝给我穿他的外套

玩３６０度云霄飞车很怕的时候，宝贝就鼓励我要勇敢

我说要玩小孩子的飞船，宝贝没有说不

我要喂鱼食的时候，宝贝陪着我

我要做摩天轮的时候，宝贝也默默和我一起排长长的队

半夜我要看戏，虽然很闷，宝贝还是愿意和我一起

走路回酒店很累的时候，宝贝背着我回

鞋子穿到很痛的时候，宝贝替我贴胶布

手严重脱皮，宝贝替我擦润滑膏

包包很重的时候，宝贝也一直替我拿，不让我喊累

还记得第二天临睡前

宝贝和我说了很多道别的话

我哭了

一直哭

宝贝就这样抱着我让我睡觉

我知道他的心是难过的

这几天

都很珍惜和宝贝一起的日子

明早宝贝就要离开我了

到金宝去念书

刚才和宝贝去了千寿寿司吃晚餐

吃得好饱

宝贝对我说

最后一起的晚餐

最后一起的拥抱

最后一起的时间

我真的很不舍得宝贝

一直哭

我不知道要写些什么

我很想他

我不想他离开我

宝贝

一路顺风

我等你回来找我。

I was not unhappy within these two days.

I feel a lot of pressure everyday,everytime.

Thursday was a great day.

Successfully dated out my Friday gang+CJ.

Initially just 4 of them are ok for the date.

But at last Teng and Cj joined too.

We had steamboat dinner just beside Carefour.

Ordered 3 pax + add on ingredients.

Some of them are first time to try out porridge base steamboat.

We chit chat a lot until 10sth.

When i backed i blocked by police.

And the reason is nothing.

damn funny la.

Asked yann to bring me go Hentian Duta

And we missed out the road.

So we lepak on the same road for 2 times.

Muahaha~

Friday suppose i will go shopping with yann them again.

But mum dint allow me to go during evening.

So i just cant go.

Saturday

Today is my most down day.

I been scold by someone.

I feel seriously hurt in my heart.

My personality showing me is very weak when i face sth that i don't like.

But i dint aspect due to this i will get scold.

And wholeday until now.

I just feel very unhappy.

I think i am not suitable to mix with anyone.

Maybe.

My finger get cut also.

And it was bleeding non-stop.

Actually i don't care.

I still washed toilet those

the detergent just soaked on the wound.

It was so damn pain.

But nth will more pain than my heart now.

And 

I cannot sustain sometime.

This time my heart really painful.

这几天除了对电脑

真的想不出可以做些什么

家里没有电视

所以好几场之前的汤姆斯杯比赛都错过了

好遗憾呢

想着办法去找回那些比赛的视频

都找不到啦

幸好在面子书有人给我现场直播的连接

才顺利得看了今天的比赛

重黄综汉开始的比赛

还有最近很容易觉得饿

好像吃饱了不久就饿了

放假暴饮暴食肥去了

还有

我真的容忍不到那些喜欢装很了解你的人

当问到他问题的时候，错漏百出

自己揭开自己的狐狸尾巴

麻烦你不要浪费时间

我好声好气和你说

不要来挑战我的忍耐度

我又不是和你很熟

去一边吧

星期一去旅行咯

然后收拾心情开学了

Holidays are damn bored.

Everyday stay at shop and help mum out.

No choice lo.

Even want to work also cant.

Hmm..

First wanna to wish my best buddy ever - CJ.

Finally he is taking in Degree course in chemical engineering.

Well done dude.

Like so fast passed a year,completed foundation.

For me i have another 1 year to stay.

And leave here to US.

*sigh*

When i think, i will get sigh.

But never sacrifice when can get the results ?

Jump

I think to do some online business.

Or network marketing.

But so sad i cant like get the supplier or what la.

Just aim to earn some money only.

Damn poor.

My friend introduce me to work at tuition center again

with rm50-rm60 per day.

From 2pm to 6pm.

I am still wondering.

I don't like kids.

I hate kids.

I will scold kao them if they make me burn.

But, again..

Money is damn important now

=(

Hope sziq fast fast find some job for me.

He is awesome in dealing online stuff.

And he promised me to introduce me business when he manage to get it.

Actually should be many stuff to write out.

But just very simple stuff.

So no need to mention la.

Date me if u want.

As i know. many of us start school edi ?

serious ?

mine is 24th.

Still have time date me ~

Ciao first.

这篇就用华语啦

有种心理作用我之前写英文的都没人看

不过英文快很多吗

华语汉语拼音几个alphabet才一个字

是不是呐~

ok,ok.

就是昨天

终于去剪头发了

我很衰一下的

我烦了我的bi不知道有多少天了

应该不是说天，是说月才对

因为我好像重我准备finals前就一直讲了

一直ngam我要剪头发，ngam到昨天咯

有时候真的很矛盾咯

我很讨厌别人ngam我，烦我

可是自己可以这样重复讲一样东西的喔

好像L4D2啊，我的crappy laptop啊

总之我不满意的东西我就会non-stop ngam的咯~

ok.

这次bi就带我去Cheras - Zex workshop

www.zexworkshop.com.my

剪到我都很满意下

只是你要后悔都来不及啦

确定了发型就一刀下去liao

等到我反应过来，我的头发平了

发尾就在地上了

我很喜欢他替我卷的时候

我自认没有这些天份

家里也没有卷棒的咯

TT

现在考虑买一支回来用

剪完了就去看戏

什么戏不用介绍大家知道的咯

Iron man 2

个人觉得感情戏很多

没有什么动作的

不喜欢

Ipman 2

这个，一流咯

看到甄子丹我真的忍不住liao

很喜欢他

看到他被打的时候心痛到....

很想去救他

人的地位虽然有高低之分

但是人的品格不应该有贵贱之别

好像是这样

超有意思的~

hmmm...

我好像真的不习惯用华语

没有东西写了~

My new hair cut here 

Looks like i be waiting for X months already.

Finally i will have my hair cut tomorrow.

Actually now i should take picture of my current look.

With the hair long until waist.

But i just cannot to hold my phone.

I not really like my phone's camera.

Yea,i am complaining again,again and again.

I quite miss my long hair actually.

I still can remember after form5, i never go and cut my hair again.

Whenever my hair was being cut little bit also,i will cry.

So now my feel quite complicated.

Don't know will i cry tomorrow while watching my hair turn short.

But,is time to change a look.

i have long hair for 2 years already.

Should make a change within myself.

I was a bit crazy today .

Woke up in the morning to drive to jusco TGV.

went to buy movie tickets.

I cant wait already for the movie.

so i decided to but it earlier to get better seats.

It works.

So

both Ip and Iron man.

I am coming ~

不要再烦了

大事化小

小事不是化无咯

不要转来转去绕一个大圈

你赢玩

开心了咯　？

最讨厌别人烦我